Over the years love has changed from just being able to feed the kids and keep a good spouse to being the only factor in being in relationships. I personally feel like unconditional love can only be felt and given by God the Father. Love that surpasses all and never stops in it's tracks when confronted with temptation. I also watch drama's about one sided love. It hurts me when I see someone giving 110 percent, draining their energy, giving time that they can't get back, and putting sweat, emotions, and tears into someone who can never equalize emotionally with that person. It literally rips me inside to see it. But to go through it, it feels like an enternal force pushes and pulls at the same time, forcing tears, and revealing things that only true love can hear. Love isn't blind. Love can see what a dope you are for him, that's why it teases you, makes your heart race, and you blush when you think of them. Also the love of possessions is wayyy out. If you can give up all your earthly things for one person to spend the rest of your life with, would you? Think about it. You want your routine over living your life to the fullest with the one God made for you from birth? Woah, I'd take it in a second. I always imagined my loves worst case is to be homeless, living with someone who makes me smile even though we're in the shitts. Having his smile replace our meals, and just having that feeling that keeps me living on in the midst of all. :D Thats real love. I don't mean to rant on about it, just, that's how I feel.

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