I just saw 'The Back-Up Plan' and it was all about how this woman who was pregnant with kids was afraid to commit because she thought that whoever she trusted would leave her. I feel that way sometimes. Like something just wont last forever. Recently, things have changed in my mindset. I believe in true love and that one day it will find me. Heck, the love I have for God is infinite. Yes, sometimes I get scared because I can't feel him in every situation and yes, I feel like I'm always falling short. But, that's what love is. Being terrified and having someone have your back through it all, even if you can't see them. I'm happy right now. Just did the big chop and errthang.

I'm cute, huh? Yeah, I'm getting used to it. I might get back on my drama game for youtube and all. I'm just not very confident in my equitment. :/ haha, well that be all for now.


LeeshaLeeshLove ♥